Hate to Love you
Your on my mind, your in my dreams
It hurts so bad inside I scream.
I'm dying inside, but not for you
Its just all the things you knew to do.
You knew how to hurt me, just what to say
To make me cry and push me away.
I gave you my all, my heart and soul
You make me so angry I lose control.
It was four years I stayed with you
My time to leave was so overdue.
You took all my trust and expect me to believe
You think I'm stupid, blind, and naïve.
You promised to love me and shield me from pain
I never expected you'd be the one to blame.
You crushed all my dreams and my power to love
I gave you my heart that you weren't even worthy of.
I want to hate you, but I find it hard
I try to forget you, but I'm still scarred.
The scars are deep they cant be filled
I will never forget the love you killed.
Love makes no sense it comes with pain
I thought It was happy, joyous and sane.
It can make you go crazy, go out of your mind
All that anger you now hide behind.
The scars may remain but you do not
The place in my heart is all I got.
You were my first love and I will never forget
All will stay put even the pain and regret.
Submitted: September 1st, 2005
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